mondays are always tiring

OKAY, so yesterday was absolutely tiring, which made today even more tiring. i've been thinking alot about something in my past that keeps coming back to me in my dreams and in the back of my mind.

"everyday its the same thing, another trend has begun. hey kids, this might be the one. it's a race to be noticed and it's leaving us numb. hey kids, we can't be the ones ... there's a new way to be human"

yup, new way to be human - by switchfoot. it's a pretty good song! so anyways, there's something i feel like im missing. a big part of me is gone and it's not such a great feeling. it's not a material thing. it's not something i can say. it's not a person either. it's too complicated to explain! ahhhhh. okay, i just reread what i typed and i dont think that really makes any sense. maybe this is a better explanation:
i don't know what i want.
so now what? uggh, maybe waking up after a nice nap just doesn't allow you to think straight.
so here's how todays day was:
woke up at 7:45, a little later than usual. got to school around 8: 40. MUCH later than usual. 1st period was as boring as always with burch's stinkin quiz which i decided earlier that i would not be cheating on. who's proud of me? i wasn't proud of my other cheater quizzes so yeah. i made a little change to my schedule that day. i was probably one of the very last people to finish the quiz, or at least that's what it felt like. i really hate it when i have to copy peoples papers ( sorry ariel ), but bio homework is just getting so much harder. or maybe i'm getting so much lazier. i'll try to do my homework from now on. 2nd period - some mysterious visitors came to our classroom while we were taking a TEST. my goodness, when will they ever come when we're not taking one. i couldn't even see their faces but i'm pretty sure it was adam,eddie,and thomas, as always. 3rd period, watts was getting his bipolar on. any other alg.2 class have an extra opening? because i'd really love to get out of that class. 4th period- my favvoorrritteee teacher of all! presentation day: presentation sucked. delia, jennifer, kendall, stacy, tawnya presenting verona times! hoorah. let's see, then off to 5th period we all skipped to! well, i went to my locker w/ stacy as the normal routine goes. TO THEATRE! i ate my daily helpings of grain, fruit, and water. talk talk talk. then to lunch! jesslyn and i waited for delia's mom to come bring a wonderful and tasty lunch which we gladly endulged on. thank you delia'as mother. as we were talking, we randomly decided to have a picnic with the whole enchilada and everything or whatchamacallit. later we came to 6th period where i was greeted by a mysterious monkey :) whoa, i just wrote that and i blanked out. okay, so then 6th period was all about work! i was adding adding adding everything into my binder at the last minute! what a treacherous adventure! not. lablablab! time for TRACK, the energy sucker of my day. there didn't seem to be that many people there today. anyways, the sprints were HORRIBLE. maybe it's cause i hate sprinting. just maybe hehee. so after that, we had hurdles which i tried out for the first time today ( kind of ). coach congratulated me and i felt so proud. hey jennifer! don't be too proud. hahahaha, okay and then i felt so tired after track. jesslyn and mysterious monkey and i talked until my brother came back and mysterious monkey mysteriously had to leave! uhhmm, hehe. then we went home. i made a snack, watched some tv and then took a nap. this has been such a laid back day, it's GREAT. 'cept for all that running, but oh wells! tomorrows probably a technique day? i hope so! my dad woke me up 8 to eat dinner which took about 10 minutes. they talked about their trip to texas and all the people that they visited without us :( yup, and now i should be doing homework but i'm not so goodnight! farewell! until i write again!
-jliu